Letter Meme Part 5

[electrokinetic]

Day 21 - Someone you judged by their first impression
Season 2

You know Peter, I didn't really think you had the balls to try to escape. I mean, clearly Adam was the brains of the situation, and you were the brawn, but still. I was more than a little surprised. I mean, first you kissed me and you ran out like it didn't even mean anything.

Not that it hurt. It's not like I cared about you or anything. You were prettier than most of the prisoners though. And so innocent and wide eyed. You were fun to play with. I never thought you were someone we actually needed worry about though. Not with how willingly you complied at first.

I guess I was wrong.

Day 22 - Someone you want to give a second chance
Brave New World
likedillinger


I guess it's not fair of me to hate you for something you didn't do. You weren't the one who cheated on me. I can tell myself that a million different times and it doesn't sting any less when I see you, when I hear about how you keep sleeping with other mes (which weird on so many different levels).

But I guess, part of me needs to hate you. Just like I wish I could I still hate Sylar. There's a comfort in distance. If you hate someone, they can't hurt you.

Everyone else loves you. And it's hard. Because I'm sure I seem unreasonable, and maybe I am, but if I even allow myself to be friends with you, I'm not sure what it'd do to me. Sure, you're not the one who cheated on me, but at the core, can you tell me you're any different? That the way you're hurting Brooke is any fucking better than the way he hurt me?

So I don't think I'll trust you yet, even if you probably will end up saving all of our asses in the end. And I suppose that's petty of me.

But I never claimed not to be petty.

Day 23 - The last person you kissed
Cheetos
intuitivelyapt

Gabriel,

There are probably not two worse candidates in the world for parents than us, but everything considered, I'm glad we didn't just abort it or something. I mean, sure, you may kill me one night after making you run for ice cream and beef jerky at three am one too many times, but on the same side of the coin, I might kill you one day for bitching at me when I feel too nauseous to have sex with you, or even blow you.

So, assuming we both get out of this pregnancy alive, maybe we won't be so bad of parents after all. That'd be nice, right?

Love, Elle.

Day 24 - The person that gave you your favorite memory
Brave New World
excheerleader

Pom Pom,

Is it sad that my best memory is really recent? I can't believe it was because of you, of all people. There was a time when I hated you, you know? But I guess things change. Or something like that.

Anyways, birthdays were never great growing up. I mean, my dad gave me a Super Nintendo once, but then I blacked out three counties in Ohio and I was shipped off to Daddy and never got a good birthday after that.

Until this year. And sure, it was just you and me, and it wasn't anything big, but it's the nicest thing anyone's ever done for me. And I kind of like that it's something only you and me know about. It makes it special.

So thanks. I guess. I don't think I'll be dreading it next year, which will be a nice change.

Elle.

Day 25 - The person you know that is going through the worst of times
Brave New World
ihadmittenson

Brooke,

So your life just sucks right now, doesn't it? It seems like every time I talk to you, it has more and more drama in it. And so much of it is because of Dean. But other things too, I guess.

I feel like a crappy friend. I never know what to say. Advice and making people feel better has never been my strong point, and I know you don't like it when I threaten to hurt people for you, even though personally, I think you should feel flattered. I don't normally give a shit about people too much, one way or another.

But I hope you start feeling better, one way or another. You need to just stop being sad and be awesome instead. It'll be better that way, I promise.

Elle.

Comments

[dedicatedbitch]

LMFAO Elle, are you actually Barney in disguise?

I loved day 22 the most. It was so heart-breakingly sad. ;_; And for the record, Brooke's trying to be less sad and more awesome, but it doesn't always work out that way.

[blueshocks.livejournal.com]

Rofl, I really...debated including that or not but I decided...Elle would say it. I couldn't resist slipping you a HIMYM reference. Poor Brooke. It's hard to stop being sad and just be awesome. ;_;

Day 22 was my favorite too. I was a little stuck at who she would write about..but then I realized...it would totally be Arden's Dean. I enjoyed writing out...all her irrational feelings about him.

[dedicatedbitch]

I'm so glad you did because it just made my night. It really is, especially when the world keeps going NO STOP IT YOU NEED TO BE SAD BECAUSE YOU'RE PRETTY WHEN YOU CRY. Because she really, really is. And by world, I mean me. >:3

I'm so glad you went with him, because it's just ... so perfect. And I can't blame Elle at all of hating all Deans everywhere.

[blueshocks.livejournal.com]

I'm glad I threw it in there then :3. Mmm, now you have that song stuck in my head. Which is...not a bad thing at all.

I'm glad I went with him too. She's just...such a grudge holder. She'll probably get over it...someday, but that day is not today.

[dedicatedbitch]

By VAST? Isn't it one of the best songs ever? *_*

Brooke doesn't blame her. At all.

[blueshocks.livejournal.com]

Yes. A great song...I apparently don't have on my ipod. I need to fix this.

She just feels bad when Brooke comes to her with her Dean problems...because of course her opinions are always going to be jaded and bias.

[dedicatedbitch]

I need it on my computer. ;_;

Brooke ... doesn't realize this. Or maybe she does and she just doesn't really feel like she can go to anyone else, since she's still having trust issues with Zebra (slash Zebra's been distant lately), she doesn't want to talk to Dolphin about it considering Dolphin's ~feelings~ and Sylar's MIA. And Sam's... constantly trying to get them back together and Brooke's not wanting to deal with that because she just might cave one of these days.

[blueshocks.livejournal.com]

I'm so glad to have it back in my life.

Well, Elle's not likely to mention anything. Because on the other hand, she also thinks she's doing Brooke a favor by trying to discourage her from Dean. So she doesn't get hurt too. Well, more than she has been already.

[dedicatedbitch]

That totally makes sense. Brooke would probably appreciate Elle trying to look out for her, but she'd probably also be a little annoyed because she's a big girl, she can handle it herself.

Also, I love that we have this random discussions about what's going on in ours characters' heads. It's so awesome.

[blueshocks.livejournal.com]

Understandable. Elle would probably...never admit she was trying to protect the other girl anyways. She's not even really completely aware, consciously, that's what she's doing.

I love that we do too. It makes me so happy.

[dedicatedbitch]

I love when characters do that. Or when they just ... do things without you thinking about it and you're just like, "O-oh. Okay."

Me too!

[blueshocks.livejournal.com]

Me too. It's the best.

[intuitivelyapt.livejournal.com]

i can't choose a favorite for this round bc i like all of them best. :C /gives you a big red ribbon. okay I lied I really like... 22 and 23.

[blueshocks.livejournal.com]

This is probably...my favorite round I've done so far, ngl. And those were..my favorite two as well for very different reasons. I'm glad you enjoyed them.

[likedillinger.livejournal.com]

Bawwwwwwww 22 ;___;

[knowmypurpose.livejournal.com]

22 was my favorite of this bunch..because it was just drenched in angst. ;_;