Letter Meme Part 4
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Day 16 - Someone that’s not in your state/country
Brave New World
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You know, I've never had a normal friend before. Someone who doesn't have powers or know about it or anything. Just...someone to hang out with and have fun with. It's strange, but kind of awesome. Plus, you introduced me to pool and drink Slush-os and rum with me which just...solidifies how awesome you are, I guess.
I wish you weren't fucking around with Dean though. Don't mean to be the bitch, but he's going to hurt you in the end. If my Dean did it to me, I don't see why this one would be any different. And you deserve better than that. I don't know you that well yet, but I can tell that you do.
Anyways, I wish you lived closer so we could hang out more. You make me feel like less of a freak, which isn't something I even realized I wanted, but it's kind of nice. You don't see me as the Company Girl or the Sociopath. You just see me as Elle.
I'm not really sure anyone ever has before. It's a nice change.
Day 17 - Someone from your childhood
All verses
Do you even feel bad at all for what you've done to me? For what you've taken away from me? Or were you just another puppet of people like Angela and my father?
I wish you'd actually talk and give me answers, maybe you'll respond to a letter. Or will your reply just me "...."
If it is, don't even bother.
Day 18 - The person that you wish you could be
Brave New World
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You know, I could never figure out why you hate yourself so much. I would kill to be like you. To be pretty, to be loved, to be wanted. There are people (myself included, though I'd never admit it) who would die to protect you.
So you screwed up with Percy. People make mistakes. It doesn't make you some kind of monster or whore and certainly doesn't mean you need to start writing out lists on why you suck. I swear, I'm going to burn every one of your notebooks if I have to. That's just ridiculous okay.
I mean, you're industructable. You've been through so much and you can still smile and care and be so kind sometimes I want to punch you in the face for it. I think part of me will always resent you, just a little, but more so, I'll always be envious. Because if I had been raised differently, if people had given a shit about me, maybe I could have been like you too.
But I guess we'll never know.
Day 19 - Someone that pesters your mind-good or bad
Brave New World
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You do realize that by being a lobster who talks, you're a mutant too, right?
So essentially, you hate yourself.
Think about that next time you spew your racist rants. Something to think about.
Day 20 - The one that broke your heart the hardest
Post Season 2
I hope you're happy Noah. Everything is ruined. You know, I was happy thinking maybe there was a slice of hope that maybe Daddy loved me. Or gave a shit what happened to me. I mean, he held me when you shot me. That had to mean something, right?
But my files are missing. And the more I think about everything you've told me, the more I think you're right. That Daddy used me as a lab rat, a weapon. I was never a daughter to him. Just something he could use.
And it hurts. I'm not sure anything has ever hurt this bad, and yet still every fiber in my being wants to prove myself to him.
But this is all your fault. I was blissful in my ignorance and you took it all away. I'll never look at my father or my life the same way again.
Not that you care.
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Date: 2010-07-10 07:38 am (UTC);___; that letter to Dolphin was just so touching.
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Date: 2010-07-10 07:40 am (UTC);__; Dolphin's was my favorite for this round. I'm very proud of it.
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Date: 2010-07-10 08:27 am (UTC)As you should be~
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Date: 2010-07-10 09:13 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 09:14 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2010-07-10 02:23 pm (UTC)Dolphin's is so sad ;___; I WAKE UP TO SO MANY SAD AND TOUCHING LETTERS THIS MORNING
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Date: 2010-07-10 05:16 pm (UTC)